Why not

I am usually 'advised' by my peers to separate my proposed techniques...
I create via incorporation.
Thus, this is what i shall continue to do.


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barcelona, Spain
Creative writing Kingston University/Fine Art, London Metropolitan University/ Art&Design, Yorkshire coast college/ Fashion/Textiles, Harrogate college


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Lifeless demonstration

Lifeless demonstration

The red through my veins maintains your passions
The red reveals more than your bounce or word.
High off color and intuition, haul up!
I need you for soul conservation.
Come be live in this head, be habit of the nitrogen air I breathe, impress your full facet onto me.
Come sit.
Revel and reveal to me that I am she the one, the puller of stars and the one that grounds the magic upon your feet.

Remaining nameless, my offer is validated
The freedom to have another, layen for the lions.
Alive, a life is that which is now par shared sharing smoke and mirrors, a sting, the tyranny of substitute mutant inside.
The darkness posses the affections of who enables the grace and articulation
Bearing a tint to look directive at the daylight; here is to the delayed. broken communication and lost transitions that is all I am.
gracefully addicted knowing you are not.

Once these fears project you are unsafe, drunk and wanted.
Mourning light.
A closed window cannot hear reason or whispers.

Escapen dream state

Escapen dream state

Having thawed last month’s song, I am reforming.

The instances of my soul on my knees.
The still crouched orientation is bearing extra external views for the limited- and then there’s mine, unlimited, undone.
A compromise of gravity in dispute of force.

The decision; the pursuit of which direction lays the uncomfortable, the partnership of dormant will. Mindful stealth?

I’m a lodger of temporary locality, determined by current temperament and a lumpy equilibrium, trying to make raid assault on lost composure trying to conjure some nonsense to tempt. 

I have a lonely body. No missionary or unsafe tussling.

I will fight horizontal and empathize with the farthest current waters sources.
While we pry, we pray, we dive.

Looking for others who drown whole, fragile, erect immobile.
The truth; we are boneless, gay, we are superfluous and innocent, we lie to ourselves, taint ourselves wholesome - the lies of fables.


Take me by my image, the image that evokes. Take me of a place we can find commonplace, that resonates to both our reflections, I do not know who you are, but now I am finding myself within you.
I am with you, yet I belong to the world.
I greet the tempestuous the unaligned and call home to pastures that currently cease to awake the bashful statures of stars above.

The world rejoices and asks, who can I ask if I am recognizable or to question the state of my manifestation?
Unless I am a temporary moment of memory, I necessitate domestication to retain rogue reverie and find tessellated desolation, always alone always together.

It all seems knotted.

Gemini, asteroid

Gemini, asteroid

“you asked me how and what I dance to…
The answer is: I dance on you, with you and for you.”

I understand the rationality of another is to understand no-other.
I can anticipate the takeover, yet in this meantime I indulge in this present composure.
One being half coddled, the other heartless, a heart at loss.

To beat slowly and persevere is to believe in the pace of your other.
Wavering passiveness
Incomplete escapes
Transference. To deceive your sister and elude her story- is to find our lonely body slipping through every sensation unstirred, impact-full.
The erosion of aid
Dare not speak
Dare not tell

The light of the day grazes upon my dream, the heat triumphant, prevailing the dark waters.
The femme upon my back lays her breath upon my ear, stating her indulgence
“I am not giving up”
“I am in love with your insensate disruption” - your Gemini.
Naturally active, unbeknown, mind, your mind, numb.
Mind your mind sister.

What one once thought as a feeling, has an ego. It tempts its comfortable state and promises to burst.
It can orbit, slow- transfixed on creating unsafe acts. Performing exploits.

I again smell her eyes on my front, working her pace from my back, around, affecting, enveloping, operating, dissolving my responsiveness.
Despite attempts to transgress, I have gone under.
Immediately seduced.
The dance has begun.
She on me.

Betting my doubts aloud, my other half regulates.
She reveals regular confessions of an emotive addict, I am here as a result of surplus conflict-a responsive dweller, disrupting ones life line, forever undisputed her passionate savior.
She exposes, herself as; part of but not in love with the fringes of the pacifist.
I tease her neck until she succumbs from the front.
I am her, her signaler of music, her fighter of all that marvels and stuns.
I accredit the red skies, these reassuring status’ that all faith resides in what is above.

My lips are here to prove my endurance, my respondence.
It is me that draws upon the deepest pleasures and exhales long lasting pleasure into her, unto the world, without me the flashing lights do not startle or provoke sex.
Without my part the flora does not germinate, echoes would not reverberate you would be damned half dumb.
 I promise and provide the midnight sun; I am the bastard of your hope.
 Before law and logic your dainty permits my acquaintance, your heart akin with my beat.
Left and right, no wrong.

Left love, adjoining tastes, incapable instincts, souls uncertainly laced with past and present.
 As the birds take flight north, I look south, the vibrations of silence rake the evidence of my being state.

I have danced; I now rehearse again for another debut.
Unsure and fighting my way back into the impossible diversion of blind sight.
Wander to rest.
Matinee in the day.

You’re my stranger, the other half of my stranger.
I don’t know you, or when you arise.
Your silence is cruel, your presence is affliction.

Because of you I understand how to be exquisite and scared. Your remnant allows me to recuperate in my sleepless solitude as you blazon in my place, you cope and transpire as I cower.
Not stable but wondrous.

My anger, my truth and my mechanism of fight.
Two sufficient halves. Surrendering-in and at arms.